Joie de vivre

"Exista un pericol care suna in felul urmator: daca n-o iubesc indeajuns de mult, daca nu-i ofer tot ce este mai bun din mine, vor fi altii care-i vor putea oferi toate astea in locul meu. Nu pot sa ma cert toata ziua, nu pot sa vin rupt de beat acasa, nu pot sa nu fac dus doua saptamani, pentru ca exista oameni care ar putea sa-mi ia usor locul; ea isi poate lua geanta si poate pleca oricand. Exista oameni care nu ar face toate astea, langa care poate s-ar simti mult mai bine. Asta era pericolul. Nu poti sa-ti permiti totul. Repet: daca eu nu ma comport frumos, daca eu nu sunt atent, sunt altii care sunt mai atenti." Video-ul este facut de un baiat, de aceea directia vorbelor lui este o fata; dar asta nu inseamna ca reprezentantele feminine nu ar trebui sa tina cont de ce spune el acolo. :)

"One moment I have you, The next you're gone..."

I do not understand how the weather can influence me in such a strong manner... The other day I was about to slowly but surely slip into the darkness; now I have a feeling of exhilaration and contentment about the beautiful life I was blessed with. I talk a lot about any kind of stuffs, I feel like walking a lot, I deeply breathe the cold spring air. I need to hug all peeps around me, to awkwardly dance, to make faces, to take dozens of photos, to sing like a crazy. I smile from the bottom of my heart when I see a sunbeam among a tree's leaves and when it caress my face afterwards. I feel strong, I laugh a lot, I have a huge deposit of optimism, smiles and energy. I walk with my head turned skywards, dreaming about the metal tube cruising at 10 km above the ground.  I am childish. I don't know if I wish the spring would be infinite, but I certainly wish to live more days like this one, like today: surrounded by warmth and soaked in childishness. The spring has come. ...

Source: https://www.facebook.com/Voltaj I simply admire these boys who are doing their best to show the world (Europe, in particular) that the general beliefs are not even close to what the truth is; who are strongly determined to go to the bitter end to prove people otherwise; to point out who WE, Romanians, really are.  I will move abroad soon, and I would be so glad to do it with all my heart, without bearing the fear of rejection because of my nationality. I want people out there to actually become open-minded, like they claim they are. Here is a nice English article with an interview with Voltaj , the team who are going to take part to Eurovision Song Contest 2015 ; also, the Romanian version of the song, 'De la capat' (in the article), as well as the English one, 'All over again' (below). You have my vote, boys! Fingers crossed!

Am gasit video-ul de mai sus pe un blog , si m-a manat curiozitatea sa-l urmaresc. M-a impresionat si chiar amuzat pe alocuri, in sensul bun; in plus, am extras astea: "Nu este corect sa incerci sa schimbi un om. Oamenii nu se schimba. Daca un pantof e prea mare, e mai usor sa cumperi alti pantofi decat sa umbli sute de kilometri cu ziare indesate in varf." "Daca vrei un cuplu bun, trebuie sa devii bun. Foarte bun." "Decat impreuna cu o persoana nepotrivita, mai bine singur. De multe ori, oamenii ajung sa formeze cupluri din frica, nu din iubire. Le-a fost frica sa se implice pentru a nu suferi, si le e frica sa se desparta pentru a nu suferi. Asa ca stau si sufera oricum." "Oricine poate sa se indragosteasca si sa sufere, dar nu oricine poate sa iubeasca." "Nu cauti iubire, devii iubire." "Implicati-va frumos si despartiti-va si mai frumos; fara drame, fara nemultumiri, fara noroi, fara suferinta. Fiecar...

Extracts: "Social interactions are taxing to the overall energy levels of the introvert. Introverts are happy to see the people they love, but when they reach that breaking point, they need their alone time. Don’t take it personally. [...] Introverts have a reputation for being good at listening. They take their time before they say anything, often reflecting on what’s being said instead of talking about it out loud. They may seem shy, but that’s not necessarily the case. [...] Introverts are naturally more creative and detail-oriented   than their extroverted counterparts. They spend time alone or in small groups devoted to small tasks, like creative motivations and solving problems. They’re great in work environments for that reason. Hiring an introvert onto your team is often a good idea." The article here .

     Am un sentiment de putere, emotionally speaking . Simt ca as putea infrunta orice din trecut , si nimic nu m-ar mai darama.      Sa se fi aplicat acel vers, "A heart of steel starts to grow" , care mi-a fost vierme de ureche in ultima luna? Probabil, desi nu imi place sa cred asta.       Nu vreau sa am o inima de otel, decat din punctul de vedere al rezistentei. Nu vreau sa fiu persoana aia rece si nesuferita care pretinde ca nu-i pasa de nimic, ca ea nu greseste niciodata, ca nu are nevoie de nimeni, ca nu iubeste.      Mie imi pasa de ce e in jurul meu; si arat asta de multe ori; nu imi ascund sentimentele, decat daca celalalt vrea asta in mod explicit. Eu gresesc mult si admit asta; si incerc sa ma revansez unde se poate. Eu am nevoie de oameni in jurul meu, caci altfel nu ma pot descurca; am nevoie de suflete, de urechi, de umeri, de maini, de inimi, ca sa ma dezvolt. Eu iubesc; nu opresc asta pentru ...