Recurrent
"I feel a terrible need of affection; of love and closeness. I desperately need someone to prove me that I'm an important part in their life; I can't breathe.
You know how a horrendous emptiness feeling feels like?
Well, I feel like I'm that emptiness. I can't merely say that I only have a few empty places in myself, because it means too little.
I crave closeness and affection. I want to be pampered, to be put on the first place, to be taken care of, to have my tears swept by a loving and caring hand.
I crave something to fill my emptiness. I want someone to hug, someone to cuddle with, someone to talk to and to be silly around, without the fear of them leaving; someone who won't judge or ironically laugh at me. Someone who would patiently help me become the best version of myself."
You know how a horrendous emptiness feeling feels like?
Well, I feel like I'm that emptiness. I can't merely say that I only have a few empty places in myself, because it means too little.
I crave closeness and affection. I want to be pampered, to be put on the first place, to be taken care of, to have my tears swept by a loving and caring hand.
I crave something to fill my emptiness. I want someone to hug, someone to cuddle with, someone to talk to and to be silly around, without the fear of them leaving; someone who won't judge or ironically laugh at me. Someone who would patiently help me become the best version of myself."
Originally written: Sep 2015
However, these feelings are back from time to time.
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