THAT feeling is back again. Like someone said, it's like a snowball which feeds itself and become bigger and bigger, and you just find yourself suddenly buried under an avalanche; and you can't stop that. An avalanche of worthlessness, of loneliness and fears and doubts, of constant self-criticism and overthinking.
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Long time no write. I did not write about this year. At all. I was too busy enjoying the experiences live; and training my writing skills in school. Which, by the way, brought me the internship position of my dreams. And I also wrote a great deal on my social media; I poured most of my feelings in there. Or to friends. Or while accomplishing some 6 goals of this bucket list: Sa implinesc 18 ani. (To get 18) Sa particip la consursuri si spectacole de dans. (To take part in dance contests and shows) Sa nu scriu nimic la un test si sa-l inmanez asa. (To not write anything on a test paper, and to hand it in like that) Sa traversez Siberia cu Transsiberianul. (To cross Siberia with the Transsiberian) Sa vizitez Londra. (To visit London) Sa vizitez o casa tipic britanica. (To visit a typical British house) Sa ma fac bruneta. (To dye my hair black) Sa ma decolorez. (To bleach my hair) Sa sar cu parasuta. (To do parachuting) Sa zbor cu avionul. (To fly wit...
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